Wednesday, February 19, 2020

March 3, 2003

It was in the
sunny chill of late winter
along the washed out
shores of Virginia Beach where,
after our brother's funeral,
we took a walk in silence
from the math negating
the sibling equation
with a fixed finality resembling
the half-surreal reality of
the streets that were lined
by palm trees wrapped
in plastic sleeves.

We watched the ships
leaving port for Iraq
while fighter jets roared low
as they continuously looped,
as one endless war
flowed senselessly into
another endless war
like the shrapnel our brother
still had from 'Nam.

A tangled ball of yarn
is the crazy strand
of a history
filled with a sorrow
and an emptiness,
a graceless epiphany.
So much like any death
in every family.
That evening in the parking lot
of a convenience store, I saw
a weathered hooker
abandoned in the darkness,
blankly staring at
the night's vacancy
like a renegade from
a Hopper painting.
Another spirit of our times.